Mar 09, 2002
Hi more about me and my boys
We have lived with my parents for the past four years. so I have a lot of family support I have been a stay at home mom for the past three years and did childcare out of the house before that. I have never worked anywhere else and do not work yet my parents are supporting us until I can find a job I never planned on having too work but have no other choice now.(for anyone not knowing what I am talking about check out prayer request)My Church is very supporting of me and the boys I go too a small country Church where we average about 60-70 people a week. My boys are my life they are such a joy for me. that is one of the reasons I can not understand why my husband left he wanted them just as much as I did.
My three year old is a very loving boy he tells me that I am a great mommy and that he loves me all the time. My baby is also very loving he loves to give me open mouth kisses and even does the smooching noise it is so cute . I also love to read I have been reading dr. dobsons book bringing up boys it is really good and I have learned a lot from it I reccomend too anyone wether you are raising a boy or a girl or just deal with kids on occasion it has helped me understand what my kids have too deal with everyday and how they think.well that is a little more about me I am looking forward too getting to know all of you . Mary

Mar 11, 2002
Thank you all for the warm welcome
I have been praying for a group of Christians that I could talk too and pray with I am so glad that God brought me here. My mother in law got an E-mail from my husband yesterday he told her he was sorry for what he is doing too her but never mentioned me or the boys. It is just like we never existed in his life.
It hurts so much when I hear that he has contacted her but not me. Johnny has been getting abusive toward Thomas and I have been doing everything that I can think of too get him too stop. Today he admitted that he thinks his daddy leaving is Thomas's fault. I told him that daddy was the only one at fault for leaving and it is not because of him or Thomas. It makes my heart break when I talk too him about his daddy as he always gets real quiet and looks like he might cry. He went too town with my parents on saturday and before he left he promised me that they would be back and wouldn't go away forever and then went and told my Mom that he told me they would be back so that Mommy doesn't have to cry.
Please continue too pray for Thomas's ears I think that we might need to take him and get a second round of antibiotics he has been on bactrim for almost a week and still has a runny nose and a cough he also seems too be crying a lot as if he is in pain somewhere. I think that he is teething also so that could be the reason for the runny nose but I will have to wait and see. Their are times when I feel like screaming or just sitting down and crying lately with everything that is going on sometimes I feel like no one else knows what I am going through and that I have no one too turn too and then I hear a voice inside of me reminding me that God is always here too talk to and he will always listen . Well I need to get going and do my devotions and then get some sleep morning always seems too come too fast.
Mary and sons Johnny(3 on friday)Thomas(7 months)

Mary received enormous support from this post
